i hate u.

hmm.kenapa hrni aku rasa mcm sgt2 dah tk boleh tahan dgn perangai dia.oh aku wish aku boleh ckp kat dia yg 'i fucking hate u man' seriously.rite now i am so full of anger.arghh.kenapa? Kenapa kau mcmni? Tlgla sdr diri tu skit.dah nak mampos tp tk sdr2 diri jgak.from d start i knw u, i never like u.NEVER! I never love u.i swear.dr dulu,aku just pendam.skrg dh jd dendam.aha dont blame me! Blame urself.cos of u aku jd mcmni.i hate u man.i fucking hate u.i hate d way u look at me.i hate d way u speak to me.i hate d way u control me.i hate d way dat im suppose to love u bcos its all F A K E.i never love u.u make me sick! SICK! U make me tink tat men r just d same.full of bullshit.well,tats true ekceli.lol.but yeah, i hate u! Sumtimes wen i was a lil kid i just pray & wish tat ure dead.gone.no more u in my life.cos u make me & my life sick.no words can dscribe hw much i hate u!! For whoever bcme too close to u and tats it, i HATE u guys too.cos u guys r so fucking disgusting.just like SAMPAH.im sory to say tis but i dont like u :)

best wkend..

well, smlm Nano & fam & tokmak & tok abah dtg sini..ekceli kelmarin mlm..so, smlm kteorg pg hot air balloon festival.. Jammed gile.at first tgahari pg Clarks Vlge, shopping la pe lg.hehe & balik tu arnd 6 kot kuar pg fest tu.hmm jammed gile smpai 8 bru smpai rumah.tu pun tk dpt pg tmpt tu.just park tepi jalan amik gmbr hotairballoon.

Then pagi td pg lg.arnd eleven am.tis tyme dpt parking dkt je dgn tmpt tu.ok lah best.naik 3 rides.hahah.1st & 2nd ride ni gile buat aku pening kepala & nak muntah! Sumpah loya.dah mmg nk muntah dah.dah la tgah panas terik.ya Allah, sumpah rasa sick gile.then hala balik tu nak nek 1 more ride..rollercoaster.haha.tp yg ok laa.tk la takot gile.hahah.then dh naik then balik.geez.rasa sick sgt.loya.nk muntah sgt2.& smpai skrg masih trasa nk muntah even td dh muntah..hmm..tah pe kena laa..tp ok la..puas hati gak la harini even rasa tk sdp bdn..& hrni nk tdo awal sket cos not feeling well. :( gudnite!
Peace out.

Alhamdulillah, harini berjaya puasa.. Hehe.. Even tk bgun sahur, tp bjaya tahan lapar smpai berbuka, at 8.50pm. Fuhh. Ok laa, not bad. Heh heh :) first agk tk biasa gak laa.. Yela.. Mcm nak ter korek idong pastu tringat tgah puasa. Wuahahahah! Mcm nk ter minum air pastu bru tringat tgah puasa. Sume pun tk smpat buat. Hehe. Yahuu. Berjaya la harini & insyaallah akn trus cont smpai la 22.8 ni..start puasa kan? Haa, hopefully dpt la teruskan str8 smpai lah raya. Insyaallah. Amin! :D so sempena puasa hrni, aku duk umah je tkde pg memana. Cari buku kt intenet. Dah dpt dah, ada la dlm 6 buku nk bli. Hehe, tp tu lah..nk bwk blk mcm berat je. Hmph..dah ada 8 buah dah buku aku je yg nak di pos ke msia..tu pun masih ada yg tgl kat sini sbb dh berat sgt :( so if bli lg ni, nk taruk mane laa.. Haisey..sayangnya larh..tgkla how..hmm, so mahu tido dah la..perut tgah kyg ni sdp tdo.hah hah.fullnya rasa perut ni.haha..tu jer la kot utk harini..later!
Peace out.

well, aritu pg tgk muvee. G-Force 3D. Hehe, ok laa not bad. Wif Dayana & Hanis.. & pg cari new books but tkde yg best.. Then td, pg dgn Dayana cari kat Boarder, & stil tkde yg best. Urgh.. Dah tkde stock nk baca buku. The new book bli aritu dh hampir hbs.. Baca skit2 pun sbb nk simpan utk hari2 yg akn dtg. Hehe.. Igtkn dpt la beli bru tp tkde. Sadnya.. Dah la tgah ber mood membaca buku. Haisey.. Cari kt intenet je larh.. Lg sng.. Tp tu la manada credit card pulak. Hah hah. Howww sad!
Hmmm, yeah, esok nak start ganti puasa :p lol!
Yup.. Bsemangat berkobar2 ni.. So.. Esok bermula lah aku berpuasa utk pertama kalinya kat sini.. Esok berbuka lmbt r jgak.. Maghrib 8:50pm. Hehe.. Time tu aku pun tgah redi nak tido. Hah hah hah..tkpela.. What to do. Bnda wajib kena la buat :D
so stakat ni tkde bnda sgt la nk aku tulis..just, happy sgt dah bulan lapan. Bulan sembilan dah nak balik. Haisey, hari2 ckp psl ni pun aku tk bosan2 woh. Hahah :) tu jer lah..ohh, skrg tgah kesempitan duit. Hahah.. Mcm tkbestnyeeer! Tula.. Bli mcm2. Benci2.. Tp tkpelah.. Jnji blh pkai apa yg dh bli tu. Hehe. Agak berbaloi laa.. Tp tu la. Agak tgah kesempitan duitttt. Nak bli buku tp tu pun pk byk kali gak laa. Hehe.. Well, tu je r kot.. Now dah pukul sembilan tiga puluh lapan minit malam.. Mahu tido.. Tp isyak sebelas lebih.. Huhu..
Peace out!

uhuh.

today hanis sleepover kat sini..cuti skolah..
so, dunno nak bwk diorg pg mana today cos aiesya tak skolah.
hehe hmm rasanya nak bwk pegi town, nak beli buku..
dah takde stock buku nak baca dah.
hehe..so takpela..terpakse bwk aiesya jugak.
hehe..haiya..dah lah hala balik naik bukit :p
hehee..aiesya of cos kena tolak dlm stroller.
hehehe..
takpelah, so nak pergi lah and jalan2 dkt cabot.
hmm :)
yahuu, beli new books.
hah hah :)

cont later~

missing ..

missing you guys too, nisa, eri, and meesha..

hmm, i miss you lil danny the bambi..
hehe..rindunya lil noty boy nihhhh..
cant wait to c u bambi~

best day.

last nite pg bristol harbour festival..jalan kaki..
tepi jalan nampak kereta menarik..kereta redbull!
hehe..so, click2..





hahhaa..then jalan, jalan..
hmmm dah sampai festival tu, rmai lah jugak org..


then jalan2..
tgk kapal..yela, penuh kapal2..



then at ten dptla tgk fireworks..d best feeling la since dtg sini. :)

hmm

uh everyday ujan.hmm.. :(
nak keluar pon jadik tak best.
huarghhhhh..
so ape nak buat today?
nothing.
huhuhu..
b o r i n g . . .

wat a boring sunday.

wargh..harini aku sgt tension.sbb aku sgt bosan amat sgt.haiya.tatau how to describe d word boring bila tahap dah yg teramat boring.ya allah, hr plg boring dlm idop aku! Wah.dah la tatau nk buat apa.shit! Sgt bosan.wish i can fly to msia rite now cos i tink i can die just cos of dis boring sickness.hahaha.wat a boring day! Huh.

great!

well today i went to d univ gym.woah best.hmh! Tp harini pagi aku dimulakan dgn ulang alik ke toilet.urgh.apehal la dgn bdn ni, asek pg toilet je.mcm hari pg toilet se dunia laa.at 6.30am dah bgun utk ke toilet..then..on9 jap cl my mumy..haha..soryla mumy, evryday hani cl smpai dh tkde modal nk ckp hape.haha.then, pagi td mmg cold lah sbb hujan renyai2..so at 8.30am dh siap2 nk pg anta dayana schl.keluar je, aku hembus nafas, keluar asap.woahh.sejuk betul! Then aku ckp dgn nana, 'nana, tgk ni, eshu keluar asap!' haha..then she said 'no, nana tk nmpk pun' then aku hembus lg 'fuhh, ha see!' then dia tetap menafikan.hahaha.so i said to her 'mata nana mmg, tak terer.tak mcm mata aiesya, tajam eyes.mata nana rosak r tu' haha geram btol aku.sbb tu ckp mcmtu! Then dia nangis.oh damn. I h8 it when she cries. Just sbb bnda kecik! Then dia masuk rumah, ckp kat mama dia..haha..oklah then dh kuar tu, aku mls nk ckp pape dgn dia. Bengang la bnda mcmtu pun nk ngengada. Haha. Then kitepun berjalan2 smbil aku meng ignore dia.muahaha! But then smpai dpn univ, hujan lebat gila! Aku pun amik rain coat dia & suh dia pkai.. Tp aku tkde payung ataupun bju ujan. Mmg basah kuyup laa..hala balik mmg boleh perah baju aku tu 10x laa..betapa kuyupnya.. Haha.. Nsb baikla hp aku ni kuat.. Kena air tp nsb tkde ape2 :D
Then smpai rumah arnd 925am. Nk siap plak utk ke gym. Dh buat appt at 10am, tp kena la smpai awal2.. Mdi2 then siap2, pgla gym wif my sista.. Best! Nxt time nk pg lg.. InsyaAllah.. Sempat kot b4 puasa.. Hehe. Then itu jelah kot.. Harini ok je.. Just weather cold sgt.. Hujan all d tyme.. Haiya.. Wheres d hot summer? Huhu.. Hmm tats all..
Peace out.

angin yg kuat.

oh, today tkde apa menarik nk aku critekan kot.. A'a tade pape pun.. Hurmz.. Its seven 40 pm, & aku dh naik bilik.. Keboringan amat ekceli.. Tatau nk buat apa.. I miss my lappy :( cane la bleh rosak. Sobs! Benci lappy. Haha lol! Kat luar dr mlm td angin kuat! Smpai bergegar2 gak la tingkap kt rumah ni.. Cold summer. Hee.. Oh aku tk sbr nk pg gym..maybe pg tis friday 4 d 1st time(kat sini laa). Byran dia agak mahal bg aku yg tak berapa kaya ni.hehe.. Budget nk pg dlm sminggu 3x, tp byran dia skali masuk £4.50 mcmtu..ke £4.00. Tp agk mahal lah tu.. Sedeyh2.. Nk simpan duit utk kt msia lg, nk pg gym lg.. Haha.. Tensen2. Tp ok la lg murah dr ice skating! Hehe.. & i am sure im going to enjoy it. 1o0%! I love going to gym, just, b4 ni tkde member nk ajak. Ala bkn pg gym utk angkat2 berat, tkde la mcmtu. Just utk menyihatkan bdn..itu je :D hmm, yay! Lg 59 hari nak blk msia. Haha. Aku la org pertama yg gumbira. Kahkahh. Ekceli aku tgah nk membaca buku ni.. Cte One Child & The Tiger's Child..tp tu laa..bkak blog jap..isi masa bosan ni kejap..
Oh, harry potter! Sape nk join? Jom2. Cabot jom! Cinema De Lux! Hehe.. Siapa sudi teman? Mari! Tp byr sndri k.. Kahkah. Oh, Sister's Keeper pun tk tgk2.. Haisey.. Tkpela, nnt dload je. Bahaha! Well ok lah, nk stat membaca buku..
Peace out!

hujan renyai..

its raining here in Bristol..ptg2 plak ujan..& it is kinda cold rite now.d kids nk pg park.well aku dcide nk stay rumah je.& dye my hair.haha.entah tatau lg.tgk mood.im not really in a gud mud rite now.tp tkpela.it doesnt bother me at all.dah smpai level yg mcmni so, its okey.so, mereka dah pg..hmm nak kaler my hair la now.haha.tatau jd ke tak,slalu kaler tk jd.stil black.& ni nk try laa..tk jd jgk mmg aku kena org black rmbut ni.hehe.okey, hrp2 bertukar! :D

ice sk8ing..!

yesterday wuz gr8.
woohoo.pegi ice sk8ing wif kak lin.
hmm at first mcm agak2 malu2..sbb rmai budak2..teenagers.
haha.gile bodo..tp rmai gak yg blah time kitorg bru nak
sk8.soooo, beberapa org je..
me & kak lin, and ada sekumpulan teenagers, around 10 org kot.
sume boys.& ada one women ni sk8 sorg2.
well, aku sk8 dkt tmpt besar, manakala kak lin sk8 dkt
tmpt agak kecik(hahaha!) sbb kak lin ada org ajar dia how to sk8.
hehee.aku bkn la xpert pon, tp kalau nak org ajar tu £7.50 just for 15mins! haha.
bapak la kejap sgt.so, takpela..at least aku tahu laa gak sk8.
hahaa..just tak best sbb budak2 laki tu cam gile show off.
ada yg sampai tergolek.
hahaa..& kak lin pun! 2x tegolek.sian tgk kak lin.sakit ke? huhuh takpe.
sakit tapi enjoy kan?
yup even sejuk, tp kitorg bepeluh.
kan kan?
hahh.best la!
just aku tak brapa enjoy disebabkan kaki aku yg agak lebar,
dan pakai kasut yg ppuan punya.
argh damn hurt!
mmg tak enjoy ponn.
hehe..
then dlm sejam lebih gak la sk8 then pg mkn
kat Flavorz, then balik..balik2,
rest sepuluh minit then pegi skolah dayana plak.
sbb yellow dragon class ada buat show.

class dayana la tu kan.
kakak ajak pegi, then pegi je la.
penat gile ni.
haha then hala balik singgah pg makan.
wahahaha.
byknya jalan & byknya makan.
kahkahh.
well tu je laaa kot.
balik2 mandi & rest.
penat gile wohh!
tido pon awal.hehehe.
well tats all.

yahu!

yahu! Its 8/7! Im happy! Hehe..lg 66 hari lagi aku nak balek Msia.yahu yahu.aku happy.im gembira.hahaha..ketidaksabaran gile2 ni.yeahh.terasa kejap sgt bln tujuh ni.hmm! Yappp! Bestnya..hehe..haiseyy, i just cant wait! I miss my bedroom soo much.haha.i miss my hse! Miss my lil naphew so much! But im gonna miss dayana & aiesya plak bila kat msia.huu.so sad! Tkpela, my life in Msia.not here.i hv no life here.lol! Well, dah lama tak menulis kat sini..susah la..lappy rosak..masih rosak.urghh! Blk msia je la bru nk repair.mls buat kt sini..at least last 66days ni blh spent time wif d kids..kan kan.yup..hmm..its 8:25pm now,& im watching House..& kinda sleepy..bila la nak ganti puasa ni..puasa dah dkt! Haisey..tgkla cane..nxt wk kot..aritu tk jd ganti sbb pns sgt, now d weather just nice, no more hot summer..its cold summer! Lol..next week la ganti..insyaallah..
Ok lah, nxt time!

Peace out.

hot summer!

well, today sgt2 panas.hah bygkan cane la blk msia nnt.hehe.tp seriously hot gila.rasa mcm bahang & melekit je bdn.hmm.oh bru blk dr tgk wayang.crite nite at d museum 2.haha ketinggalan.tp ok la.yg bestnya, pegi2, igtkn ramai, tgk2 just kteorg je ada.6 org je.haha.mmg best la.buat mcm rumah sndri.hehe..

& now kat rumah dah.its seven 40 pm rite now.& im kinda tired & totally bored.duno wat to do.laptop masih rosak, if tak blh lyn muvee but then, noting to do esok mulakan hari mcm biasa so start a bit busy.so wana get sum rest.later.
Peace out.

laptop rosak!!

grr.mengapa bole rosak? Aku pun tatau.bole on tp tak bole masuk windows.arghh.tension! Now im using my hp.luckily my hp got wifi.so, at least i can xs intenet here.so wats goin on 2day? Sunday, 28 june.

Well pagi tadi pergi strawberry picking.oklaa.bkn pagi sgt pun..nk dkt tgahari la jugak.hehe.okla..then after memetik stoberi, pg lake & lunch tepi lake.ok la.& berjumpa dgn ramai fam2 msia.and then balik.nothing interesting.i want to use my laptop.arghh.slalu mlm2 mcmni layan muvee.tp tu lah..grr.bored..

Oh yesterday mmg pg shopping.one whole day beb! At 12 pm dah smpai & blk at 6 pm.hehe.puas hati jugak laa even NEXT tk byk choice & takde sale but kdai lain byk je lg choice.oh btw, kteorg pg Clarks Village.cant wait utk tgu summer sale gile2.yahuu.hehe.masuk my fav shop, timberland, tp tkde apa yg menarik..mcm biasa aku just cari shoes & bagpack.tp tkde yg menarik.so hopefully b4 blk msia nnt dpt bli one more timberland shoes & bagpack.hehe.even dah dpt new DC shoes, but i want more & more shoes.haha.igt nk beli lg DC shoes tp tgk la nnt, budget ada atau tak.if ada duit lbh then ill spend it to DC shoes.yahuu! Im addicted to DC shoes.geez!

So tats all for today.im tired..& its kinda hot rite now..so wanna sleep & hope will dream of dc shoes.lol!

Peace out.

saturday morning.

yahuu its saturday!
igtkan nak bgun lmbt, tgk2 bgun awal jugak.
cam hari2 biasa.warghh.
tp harini agak tak best.
credit takde.
voip pon dah habis credit.
tak dpt nak topap voip tu.
hmm.argh~ tension siottt.
i cannot live wif out credit.
nak sms lagik.
woah mencabar btol tis tyme.
hmm..
we'll see how.
soooo, today maybe nak pegi shopping.
yahuu.
i love shopping.
hahaw.
well, ada dayana punya nenek & aunty dtg sini smlm.
& cousins dia..
so, harini maybe nak pg shopping bsama2.
idk lah.
cos skrg bru kul 8:30 am.
dayana kena pergi arabic class, ada xm.
so, after tu kot.dunno lahhh.

hmm, i miss my home.
hee.
really, miss my home.
& i miss lil dani & lil meesha~ (sorry cha & eri.. :p)

oh i cannot wait to balek msia sgt2 laaa.
miss lepak dgn member2 lahh.
really miss u guys gile wohh!
rindu ain too (hani tau ain rindu hani jugak! hehe :p)

nnti raya insyaAllah raya kat kampung, tganu.
yahuu.cant wait too.
hahaa.i love balek kampung.
terasa aman damai tenang hati. :D
& tats all..
dah melalut sampai nak beraya ni.
lmbt lagi hani oii.
puasa pun blum lagik.
hee.
aha ckp psl puasa, nak ganti puasa ni bila laa.
hmm maybe start next week.
yehh.ada sape2 mau join puasa ganti sama2?
hehee.

well, tats all for now.
mau mandi.
mau buat bodoh :)

friday morning~

woo hoo.
its friday baybeh!
& its raining..tp tgh hujan pun masih terasa kepanasan jugak.
today, bangun at seven twenty.
then dpt tahu MJ dah meninggal.
& then dayana tak pergi school sbb skin dia dah makin teruk
& cream dia dah nak habis..jadi kakak nak bwk dia pergi clinic.
yahuu.takpayah pergi hantar dayana school.
hahaha.best best.
im bored lah today.
nothing to do.
woahh.so damn bored.

last nite pergi mkn kat rumah kak lin.
nasi ayam! hmm lazat.dah lama tak mkn nasik ayam.
hehe :)
sumeorg dah tgk transformers.
hebat sgt ke?
haha..tak berminat lah nak tgk.
but if tgk, tgk je.
takde la sampai beria nak tgk.
hehee.
oh nnti nak tgk my sister's keeper.
mcm menarik!
tp tu la, nak pg tgk dgn sape laa.
tgk sorg2 cam tak best jer.
dah la bapak jauh nak pergi jalan kaki.
haha.

:|

dunno wat to write lg.
bye for now.

penukaran.

so, aku tukar site aku dari hanihaled.blogspot.com ke kachcashew.blogspot.com ..
okee? good..
kenapa aku tukar? sbb, saje.
bosan.haha..
now aku nak makan, asek2 nak makan je kan.
dah tu perut dah lapar, kena la kasi makan.
ha ha.
soooo, later cont.
bubbye ~